I'm Back!

Hello friends! I’ve been away for a couple of weeks and today I have finally picked up my laptop and started writing!

I’ve been in a bit of a depressive state for a couple of weeks now which has really hindered my motivation to do anything. I’ve tried to force myself to write but each time I’ve gone to do it I’ve gotten distracted and anything I’ve written has honestly been me waffling about how sad I am. I’ve realised that trying to pressure myself into doing things that I don’t feel up to isn’t the best way to combat sadness. So here I am, I’ve had a break, I’ve been in Lockdown and now I have come out the other side of whatever funk I’ve been in. For some people having pressure on them helps them to work harder, but I am the absolute opposite. As soon as I feel under pressure, everything becomes the biggest task in the world, not the best personality trait to have but I have it!

If you’ve read my first blog post you would know that one of my biggest things that I believe in is not searching to find a reason for feeling sad. I can’t explain why I’ve felt depressed lately but also, I haven’t been torturing myself by trying to put it into words or trying to justify it. Which is one of my main pieces of advice always, you’re human, you have emotions so you might as well feel all the feelings you have. Remember no problem is too big/too small, if it upsets you talk to someone.

So yes, I am back and I look forward to writing and connecting with more of my readers!

Peace,

Cadi